reverting to the home page

strangely enough

i find myself being sucked into 

sad thoughts,

and a strange sort of emptiness,

that existed within me, a few years back.

and i also find myself

refraining from

any further statements,

on the stable state of my mind.

hopelessness, is too strong an opponent,

and hope too light to care about all that,

hence,

i find myself stuck,

somewhere in the middle,

floating

only  a few inches above the ground

so low that

any uneven surface,

causes hurt.

for a while though

i wish to be completely away from the ground,

or completely under it.