i have a cool friend and she has me too :)

have you ever noticed... how when you are with certain people( say A) you seem to be laughing more...
and when you are with certain other ones (say B) ... you seem to be whining more.. inturn depressing them.
does that mean you are closer to those in front of whom you laugh or those in front of whom you cant help but take out all your agonies and myseries.
not in my case.. still havent figured out why though.
maybe in front B you are not afraid to cry or be yourself and maybe you dont have to think before saying anything and put on a face in front of them and pretend everything is fine.. when its not.
maybe you get such happy vibes from A that you cant help mirror them.
maybe B doesnt realise they are doing the same thing to you.
or maybe im nowhere near to any thing remotely close to the real reason.

ahh the mysteries of human behaviour.

well today i was with one person who belong to the category A for me.
you know sometimes you feel you cant do something or you are scared you have forgotten how to..
well sculpture is one of those things for me..
and sometimes.. when you actually get to doing it...
it just comes back.. everything... the last three years of not sculpting dont seem too big after all in comparison to the 8 yrs of doing.

maybe you should actually go ahead and do it, instead of assuming for three years that you cant.
i made something entirely from memory today...
a hand, a hand that i knew the contours of, with my eyes closed.
and turns out... at least MY memory didnt fail me.
and im so happy that i went ahead and made it.
thank you anjali :)